This is another Unconscious writing I did some time ago. I still don’t understand the meaning, but I believe is my unconscious describing my feelings about my marriage and parenthood.
As before, I didn’t change the writing, so you’ll notice many mistakes, but I like to keep it the way it came out so to try to see what is my unconscious mind trying to tell.
After many years of feeling abandoned by luck Creature One met Creature Two. The joy of company while walking the desolation of a destroyed world replaced the grayness of rain that kept washing out the sprouts of colors that persistently tried to sprout everywhere. Finally there was hope for Creature One to color the surroundings in its path to nowhere.
The rain stopped!
But walking with four legs instead of two proved to be more difficult than what Creature One anticipated, and the continuous falling and getting up to walk, just to fall again, became tiring and extremely mind wearing.
After many sun approaches and cold seasons passing, the tiredness became the norm, and with it, the questioning and the confusions that haunted Creature One returned to its mind, just to find itself at the beginning of the journey, only tired and in a faraway place that couldn’t be recognized anymore.
Does really one plus one become two? Or there are instances when one plus one becomes zero? Could be that the addition of physical elements sometimes become a subtraction? And in that situation, the subtraction becomes disappearance or nullification?
The rain came back!
So Creature One was walking alone once more, but now has to come back…or walk in circles; a road to nowhere!
Creature plus Creature should have to be two; One plus Two should have to be two; then why Creature One plus Creature Two equals zero? Unless…the only reason for the plus is to get to the point of Creature Three! Then the feeling of abandonment disappeared again: Creature Three was here!
The rain stopped once more!
Colors finally sprout everywhere and the destroyed world took shape. It didn’t matter anymore what the outcome should be for Creature One, as long as the colored world remained for Creature Three to enjoy and absorb, so the circle will close and the once destroyed world ceased finally to exist.